Company of yourself.
"Niks, are u busy? If not, can you please talk to me for a while?".
She longed to talk. She desired to be ONLY heard. I heared her. I heard her compilation of thoughts and impressions of experiences that contibuted its aura in her storybook of life. Life isn't easy. Never has been for anyone.
We all go through it. It's funny that with so many people packed-in tight in this big city - you can never find one soul who is there for you when you need him or her. All busy-bee's! Sometimes not even your family is there for you. But anyone who has been through the 'phase' of searching would second that it creates such a deep impression on our sentiments, emotions, energies and resources. It weakens you - practically taking the life out of you. There are times when you are on your knees - lost, battered, defeated, alone - that you long for someone or something to pull you through this maze, lift you up and get you back on track again. The dreams of a saviour, a rescuer disintergrate rignt before your eyes.
What do you do then? We learn to live with ourselves - like ourselves - love ourselves. You must make sure that 'me' is worth loving, to be happy with that idea.
Friend,
I have learnt this and I want you to know it, too ---We are far more stronger than what we think we are. That's the only reason why we are constantly working and stubbornly persevering our dreams - because something special inside makes us. Look inward, within you. Embark yourself on a program called 'self development'. The prime objective being to bring out your latent talents and abilities. Develop yourself to be a people's people - not good to be sulking alone...so be socially active. I am sure that this way you'd have lots to talk about that people would enjoy conversing with you, and also enjoy your company. Please don't fret over not having anyone to talk to when you need someone to be there. Learn to like the company of yourself. All of us have seperate lives to live..and more ofthen than not it takes all our attention. And it doesn't provide spare room for other things. The bottom line is - you the person - and learn to live with that, with yourself. In life, you can take as many chances as you want. Give yourself the chance you truly deserve. Don't get bogged down by limitations - your's or someone else's. To have a chance, take one - or create one. There must be no stopping.
I cud feel her tears falling buckets. I was relieved as the flood gates of her emotional dam busrt open releasing all that she had kept inside her for so long.
She longed to talk. She desired to be ONLY heard. I heared her. I heard her compilation of thoughts and impressions of experiences that contibuted its aura in her storybook of life. Life isn't easy. Never has been for anyone.
We all go through it. It's funny that with so many people packed-in tight in this big city - you can never find one soul who is there for you when you need him or her. All busy-bee's! Sometimes not even your family is there for you. But anyone who has been through the 'phase' of searching would second that it creates such a deep impression on our sentiments, emotions, energies and resources. It weakens you - practically taking the life out of you. There are times when you are on your knees - lost, battered, defeated, alone - that you long for someone or something to pull you through this maze, lift you up and get you back on track again. The dreams of a saviour, a rescuer disintergrate rignt before your eyes.
What do you do then? We learn to live with ourselves - like ourselves - love ourselves. You must make sure that 'me' is worth loving, to be happy with that idea.
Friend,
I have learnt this and I want you to know it, too ---We are far more stronger than what we think we are. That's the only reason why we are constantly working and stubbornly persevering our dreams - because something special inside makes us. Look inward, within you. Embark yourself on a program called 'self development'. The prime objective being to bring out your latent talents and abilities. Develop yourself to be a people's people - not good to be sulking alone...so be socially active. I am sure that this way you'd have lots to talk about that people would enjoy conversing with you, and also enjoy your company. Please don't fret over not having anyone to talk to when you need someone to be there. Learn to like the company of yourself. All of us have seperate lives to live..and more ofthen than not it takes all our attention. And it doesn't provide spare room for other things. The bottom line is - you the person - and learn to live with that, with yourself. In life, you can take as many chances as you want. Give yourself the chance you truly deserve. Don't get bogged down by limitations - your's or someone else's. To have a chance, take one - or create one. There must be no stopping.
I cud feel her tears falling buckets. I was relieved as the flood gates of her emotional dam busrt open releasing all that she had kept inside her for so long.
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