At work..listening to "Tumse kahe yah hum na Kahe" from the movie Bride and Prejudice...almost alone in the cubicle...thinking about HIM, missing HIM, arbitary thoughts swirling in the mind, tea is strong.. ..liking it, it's raining outside, monsoon is lovely, 'P' is talking, giving me company..but I am hardly listening to her..mind is somewhere else and so is the heart..someday I am gonna crash against some rocks and sink in unknown shores....peace till then.
Hope you guys had a lovely weekend!
Hope you guys had a lovely weekend!
Hey Swthrt,
ReplyDeleteY don't u profess to him?
-Sheetal.
no she won't !
ReplyDeleteshe'll just sit back for some magic to happen and when nothing turns up she says she'll forget him!
wow! I bow to thee lady- wat a stupendous way to lose ur first love X(
We missing something here? Who is this HIM, btw?
ReplyDeleteDid u bump into HIM on ur trip? :-) Or was HE the reason YOU went in the first place? :P
-Vibha
Think you need to have a break...but again u just had one.
ReplyDeleteSo the only option left is to go and speak out with your HIM.
Good luck!!
PS:Posts are not going to help unless HE is reading it too.
Vibha:
ReplyDeleteU know HIM! No, I didn't bump into him on my trip.
I have no answer to the latter part of your question.
Arz000n:
ReplyDeleteIt's during the break tht I missed him the most!
I know I need to take risks. How bout sharing some lemony ways of helping me "SAY" it to HIM :-)
Niksi Sweets,
ReplyDeleteY don't you make an audiotape of things you'd like to say to say, if you're too shy to be direct?
Niks,
ReplyDeleteWhy feel something that you can't say? The tomorrows of love aren't promised. Carpe diem - Seize the day!
-Sheetal.
Want my advice: adopt a firm line with HIM that can be best summarized: "Take ME or take a picture of ME" :P :D
ReplyDelete-Anita.
I finally have the opportunity (much to my desire all throughout before this as well, but thxs to the paucity of time at my disposal) to write on this parchment. Surely don’t have to explain why I'm commenting on this piece but then again don't know why I'm discussing something thats been doing the rounds between us all these months.
ReplyDeleteSweetie, life has innumerable things in store for us. Its onto us to decide which we wanna clasp to our bosoms till our bereavement or let go especially when they are such a fallacy. Somethings in this life change and others don't ever. Also, one should be possessive, there’s nothing wrong in being so, but only bout owned things, not owed things.
True love never fades from the memory but then is also worth recollecting only if its fond a memory and not painful a ordeal.
You mention your penchant for companionship and hate to be alone but then is a thought (especially a betrayal) a company. Does that really comfort you or make you delve more into solace.
Everything in this material world needs to be dealt with the right attitude. Till its yours, deal with it with your heart else use the muscle seldom used for such reasons.
Maybe I wrote too much but just wanted to say to you that every time I hear this from you, it really pains to see you still at the same place where I left you when we met again.....
Would love to see you start to walk again in life from those crossroads which have no ends.
Hate you tons for making me write this to you but then ……..love you just too much.
Always…..
Amit:
ReplyDeleteI agree that no one knows the future. The wheel of life has innumerable surprises and shocks to minister to us, things we would never think about, dream of, or anticipate are in its womb to take their birth in our lives.I am looking ahead where again my choices lie.
U say "True love never fades from the memory, yes..it occasionally fades away but never dies. I have walked away without a backward glance,never feel this alone or beg-on-my-knees to escape my mind.
You want to see me walk again..The present is definitely stronger than the past. I am freefloating - Its only the now that counts, nothing before and nothing beyond. :-).
I love you too :-) for always being the best listeners around, to listen without prejudice and without judgement. Trust you to be always there for me.
Sheetal:
ReplyDeleteEnthusiasm is fleeting! Think I need to muster up all those guts and tell him! Any secrets for gathering up that energy? :P :D